As I teach autistic kid and know more about autism, I get to understand that I may have autism disorder. I will ask my counselor in the next session.
Since young, even until now, I have difficulties in social interaction. I am clumsy, often act weirdly (which I don’t see as weird), being offensive in words, no empathy to people’s feelings, deny problem, no eyes contact, not able to express interests, etc.
I didn’t know. Knowing God and being loved by His people make the healing possible. I started to learn, how to talk, what to talk, how to express emotion, how not to talk, what not to express, who to talk, etc.. And I look forward to the day I can social very naturally! I am on the way =D
Another way of looking at this, is that I afraid about my shortcomings, and I can’t accept myself. But think about further, do I expect myself to be perfect?
So Wen Shiow, choose, faith in God or fear?