|Are you willing to complete?
I am willing to complete today’s research
|What am I present to thought, feeling and body sensation
I feel slow and worry about the progress of my research. Most of the things I am doing are wrong or not useful. I am so discouraged. Yet I am not crashed. I feel tired. I feel stressed. The right side of my brain, eye, waist,wrist, are tense.
|What haven’t you said that is to say
I wish I can tell Dr A and Dr B stronger points.
|What have you accomplished
I have done the compilation of results. I have borrowed PDMS from C. I have discussed about temperature with Drs. I have identified things I have to do currently. I have been respectful in discussion. I social more today.
|What stop have you identify
Slow Matlab… the data file is too big. I am distracted by Facebook
|What is finished in this area
The confusion is finished in this area.
|What seems unfinished in this area
Experiments and simulations are not finished
|What declaration are you willing to do for each of the unfinished?
Experiments: I am curious
Simulation: I am creative
|What are you taking from this?
Spirit of preservation
|What are you leaving behind or are giving up?
I am giving up mediocrity. I am giving up hasty way
|What gift has this experience give you?
Accept imperfection. Be in the moment, even in frustration
|What is next for you?
|What else would you like to say to be complete?
I am not alone in struggling in research or frustration!!