” Are you happy?”
“I don’t know.”
I really don’t know. I am not upset, I am not bored, I am not sad.
I think, I have too much in my mind, on my shoulder. I am learning to carry them.
I wish I can say I am happy. But I can’t say it while I am not even smiling.
So I guess, I look unhappy.
Then I ponder about myself.
My pride said, how can you judge me.
My peace said, that’s true, but it’s ok, it’s normal to look unhappy.
My heart said, I’m not unhappy, but I’m burdened.
My mind said, I have to learn to take comment.
God said, let’s overcome sorrow with joy!