I’ve been losing my motivation on study. On many things. There are endless things. When I look at my future, it’s blank.
Ecclesiastes 9:11 (NIV)
11 I have seen something else under the sun:
The race is not to the swift
or the battle to the strong,
nor does food come to the wise
or wealth to the brilliant
or favor to the learned;
but time and chance happen to them all.
I’ve been thinking of questions regarding future and came out with a conclusion, that is do my best and God will do the rest. But when this come to the thing I desire so much, I can’t help but wish that I’ll be the one in control. But God is saying to me, again and again， “Wait.”
This may mean one month, four years, ten years or a life time. A LIFE TIME.
When I look at the phrase “A LIFE TIME”, what, I got to just let it go like this? O no, I’m so emo now. My tears are dropping down my cheeks.
But Lord, you are my Father. I will surrender. I will obey you. However weak is my heart, swift like grass in the field, Lord, I pray that you will guide throughout the journey. I love you Father. Amen.
And this is my favorite scripture =D
Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.