Numb..


*.*This is an illusion and I have never tried fasting before.*.*

I can fast for 7 days without eating any food. The crave of food, the hunger will be intolerable. But, perhaps, I will be less hungry at 7th day than that of at the 2nd day. It will not be difficult to endure it near the end of my fasting.

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I speak of my kind. Not that kind of in the darkness nor under the sun. But my kind is in the shadow.

To you who live under the sun and in loving environment. May you count your blessing and share your sun shine.

When you were small, your mom said in her gentle voice, “Baby, eat and grow! Mummy wants to dress up my little girl and play your hair and make you the pretties princess in the world!"

When you can walk, your dad holds your little hands in his big hands and you asked, " Papa, your hands big big?" Your dad answered with you in his eyes, like a precious jewel, “Because Papa wants to protect you!"

When you can go to kindergarten, your sister sat in the dining room and waited for you with smile. She was ready to listen to your exciting mischievous stories and laughed out loud together with you. You two played like crazy nuts!

When you were a teen, blooming like lily besides river, your brother knocked at your door and asked with a serious look, “Sis, may I come in? I have something to talk to you..". You wondered what’s the matter? And he would start talking about how to be careful with boys and even take out his bible and tell you what God thinks about this! Then he will recommend his best friend and ask if you mind to join them for outing sometimes.

Have you ever wonder about, how’s it if you live in a totally different home? Will you be the same as you are today?

Imagine.

The house is big and empty when all of your family are at home. You sit together to eat dinner with only TV noise. This house is, where you learn to be lonely; where you can share with nobody but laugh by yourself ; where you learn to take care of yourself; where you turn to books when your heart hurts; where you can tell no one but write your sadness down in diary.

I am well fed. My needs are satisfied. I just learn to be content, learn not to expect. I am who I am just as how you are who you are today.

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I may feel less when it comes to hunger than those who has never been hungry. But is the hunger still there? Will the crave of food be different for you and for me?

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion

Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You’ve always known your heart was on its own

So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to Be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone

Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion

Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You’ve always known your heart was on its own

So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to Be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone

Learn to be lonely
Life can be lived life can be loved alone

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